Monday, November 17, 2003
lets say i feel like blogging. but ive got nothing to say.. ah. what the heck. i wish my life would be more exciting. btw, have i told yall that my skin's peeling. i is looks like a mutating freak. yucks. i should be sleeping. hhaha. o ya. rents are going to bintan for three days. o boy. i can dont sleep atall. i can sneak out of the house and do ANYTHING i want. haha. im so crazy. but i have to be back by dawn though. cuz auntie, uncle, and cousins will be home. i live with them. juz to tell yall. cuz the house is beeg and so we share the house. =). cool right. o well. its one in the morning. and ive got nth to do. how fun. no wait..
its a damn cold night,
and i'm trying to figure out this life.
day by day, time flies by so fast,
i reminisce the past.
we used to be so much closer,
so much happier.
here i hope to revive those moments,
by writing to you this poem.
the happiness you bring to me,
is anything but ordinary.
i'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall,
and day by day, i miss you even more.
im trying to be perfect,
cuz i know ur worth it.
my love for you, always forever,
it wont stop, never ever.
without you, everything's in shades of grey,
its as if my world is about to fray.
i dream about you every minute of every hour of everyday,
i love you more than words can say.
you cant tell me, it's not worth fighting for,
you cant tell me, youre not worth dying for.
forgive me cuz i never learnt how to let go,
i need you darling, i love you so.
no one can make me feel this way,
so please dont ever go away..
phuck. its crap. dont read that. its not meant for you. haha.
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